Karkat x Reader Meeting at School Part 6

Karkat x Reader: Meeting at School Part 6
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---Karkat's POV---
"Fuck what the hell is wrong with me! I messed up somewhere goddamnit and now she wants nothing to fucking do with a stupid shithead like me!!" He punched the closest thing near him which happened to be an oak tree. It hurt and scraped up his knuckles but he couldn't really care less at that given moment. He was angry and needed to get it out some how.
He was walking home from school. After (Name) ran off it had left him rather confused and now that confusion had turned into anger directed at himself. He kept walking down the street until he got to the house he shared with his adoptive sister Kanaya. He walked down the short path to the door and entered knowing full well she was already home. He shut the door behind him more forcefully than he had originally intended making him grimace but continued down the hall from the entryway anyway. He passed the door to the living room and stopped hearing Kanaya call out to him.
"Karkat? Is That You? How Was Your Day?" Karkat looked inside the living room to see her smiling about to get on her laptop. He grumbled.
"I don't want to fucking talk about it Kanaya.." She furrowed her eyebrows in concern.
"Are You Sure Karkat? Since It Seems Like Something Is Bothering You...." Karkat grumbled and stalked off to his room before calling back behind him.
"I'm know when I'm fucking sure Kanaya!" He shut his door harder than he had meant to and winced. He hadn't wanted to snap at her like that, it just happened.
He kicked off his shoes and tossed his bookbag by the foot of his bed. He then threw himself on top of his bed and buried his face into his pillow, just trying to let all his anger drip out of his system. He had managed to get most of it out when he heard his computer sound telling him that he had a message. He turned his head towards it and gave it a half-glare half-look of uninterest. He kept this up as the sound continued as though it wouldn't stop. Finally he sighed and dragged himself out of bed and sat down in front of his computer. He brought his PesterChum window up to see who it was. His eyes widened in surprise, it was an old friend he hadn't heard from in years. It was his crazy juggalo friend named Gamzee Makara.

-- terminallyCapricious [TC] began pestering carcinoGeneticist [CG] at 15:55 --
[TC] hEy My MoThErFuCkInG bEsT fRiEnD, hOw YoU bEeN? :0)
[CG] HOLY SHIT I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU IN FUCKING FOREVER!
[CG] I GUESS I'M DOING AS WELL AS ANY SHITHEAD LIKE MYSELF CAN BE
Gamzee raised his eyebrow in confusion before responding.
[TC] wHaT's AlL mEsSiNg Up AnD bUgGiNg Ya?
Karkat sighed and scratched the back of his head before deciding to explain to the best of his ability his whole situation with (Name) and how later during his last class he heard some students behing him talking about having seen (Name) getting beat up once again during the fire drill. After he finished explaining and had pushed down the bit of anger that had swelled back up in him, he awaited Gamzee's response.
[TC] sO lEt Me GeT oNe ThInG sTrAiGhT. We ArE tAlKiNg AbOuT (fIrSt NaMe) (LaSt NaMe), Am I cOrReCt?
Karkat blinked in surprise. How the fuck did Gamzee know (Name)?
[CG] HOW.....HOW THE FUCK DO YOU (NAME)??
[TC] lEt'S jUsT sAy ThAt ShE aNd I wErE pReTtY gOoD fRiEnDs Up UnTiL sHe MoVeD aWaY dUe To HeR hOmE sItUaTiOn At ThE tImE.
[CG] SUCH AS THAT SITUATION BEING WHAT???
[TC] cAn'T tElL yOu ThAt
[CG] AND WHY THE FUCK NOT!
[TC] iT's NoT mY sEcReT tO tElL
[TC] aNd AnYhOw If ShE's BeInG bEaT uP aNd NoT dOiNg AnYtHiNg AbOuT iT iS a DiReCt AfTeR eFfEcT oF hEr ChIlDhOoD. iN oThEr WoRdS yOu HaVe To EaRn HeR tRuSt AnD pUt An EnD tO tHe WhOlE bUlLy ThInG. uNdErStAnD?
He honestly had no idea how to respond. He chewed on his bottom lip a little bit before typing a response.
[CG] YEAH... I GET IT FUCKASS...... BUT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EVEN DO THAT..
[TC] hEhEhE, fRoM tHe SoUnD oF wHaT yOu'Ve AlReAdY sTaRtEd To, HoNk! :0D
[CG] UGH.... FINE.. WHATEVER.... TALK TO YOU LATER I GUESS YOU FUCKING CRAZY JUGGALO..
[TC] yEp, TaLk To YoU lAtEr My MoThErFuCkInG bEsT fRiEnD hOnK! :0)
-- terminallyCapricious [TC] ceased pestering carcinoGeneticist [CG] at 16:15 --

He leaned back in his chair with his hand over his eyes and gave a heavy sigh. How the fuck was he supposed to go about doing any of this. He couldn't just fucking go about the same way he had been since all that led to was her getting hurt because he had to lose control of his goddamn mouth. He removed his hand and spun his chair towards his door when he heard someone knock.
"Hey Karkat, May I Come In?" Karkat sat up. "Yeah, you can come in." The door opened and Kanaya walked in with a look of determination in her eyes. Karkat gulped unconsciously knowing that she normally only got that look when she was going to make him do something that she knew he wouldn't want to.
"Karkat We Need To Talk."
"Okay.... what do we need to talk about?"
"To Put It Simply, You And (Name)." She smiled and Karkat was on guard unsure of where she was going with this.
"O..kay......"